| NEW XANGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| I will never go back to that cheating bastard no matter how much he begs!!!! I love tommy tonight was so awsome I love him so much...even though I still have feelings for chad I realize now that that is normal and I have made the right descision (note: I WAS NOT THINKING OF LEAVEING TOMMY!!!) some one commented the last post saying i need to decide who I want to be with.......I was not thinking of leaveing I dont know why it came off that way but oh well tonight WAS AWSOME!!! I love that man so much. If he asked me to marry him I would say yes (to soon to actually do that) but I would say yes any way lol I'm a dork...but I;m happy for once...wow..
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| The x called and confessed is undieing love to me.....but I can't go
back after what hes done. But, now I wonder did he really do me wrong?
Or was it me finding a reason to leave? Did he really treat me that
bad? Or was I being dramatic? I love tommy but every one knows I still
love the x. We were to be married...that just dosnt go away...I dont
know. The x keeps saying that the worst mistake of his life was loosing
me. I think it was joining the corps. But thats just my opinion. I am
nothing to want. I deserve nothing. Dammit. Did he really do me that
wrong? Did he? FUCK! Why do I still cry at night!!! Why do I still
worrie about him. How can you love 2 people at the same time? I'm happy
with tommy. Very happy. But I can't get rid of the feelings that remain
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| OMG today was so awsome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We went up to the nob to play with fire works lol but i burned my self : ( oh well...any way there was this old couple staring at us in the car so dei jumped on kyle n started makeing out with him n pretended to give him head the tommy n kyle pretended to be gay lol.....it was awsome then me n tommy went to his house and we cuddled : ) I'm happy!
I want this gun a Berretta 92FS
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| I feel very old today......my bones ache.....my joints just dont want to move....I hate these days I need this!!
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